Emuna and Bitachon
I always have questions about Hashem even though I grew up frum.
Whenever I read Stories of emuna and bituchon I cringe.
I read enough hashkafa already and I still don’t understand.
I am in therapy for childhood abuse so I know my questions make sense.
But still, do I have hope that one day I will understand that I don’t have to understand?
How can I read articles without feeling pain and resistance to every word that connects to God?