Upbringing
Question
I have been religious my whole life.During the last few years I have thought about Judaism objectively as possible not just accepting things because I was brought up that way and there seems to me to be a lot of missing pieces that raise for me serious questions. However these questions or areas are not addressed.They are specifically not addressed in the traditional yeshiva system and I dont understand why teachers and Rabbayim and leaders do not address things in an honest way but sort of gloss over things and make many assumptiion that might not be true.I know I am being vague but I hope you understand what I am sayiing.These loopholes in the system suggested to me that Rabbis and leaders many times have agenda when trying to doscover what Hashem wants from us.